Oh man! Today was so embarrassing!! I had my New Media Program today. It all went well. But I had to sit alone as my other ‘so-called’ friends sit with each other. Oh man! I don’t know how to say. Its like 1 table has two computers so if you have a friend then had sit with him or her. But sadly, I do not have a ‘so-called’ partner, so I just to have to sit alone then. I ask a girl that called Belinda if she wants to sit with me but you know what she say? She said no! Ok… I don’t care anyway. All went sweet until I was at the bus stop. Tyan Soon and all his other friends were at the bus stop too. There was this tall guy that I do not know but it seems that it was their friend too, I guess. He was wearing his home clothes so I don’t know if he really is from West Spring. They chat and said some silly stuff that made me laugh. But I can’t possibly laugh out loud right? They will think I'm crazy or something because they are not talking to me or that I'm with them. But they were really funny, that I have to admit. They were just having fun by waving a taxi. Tyan Soon waved for the first taxi, luckily someone else hired it, and so it did not stop for them. But when Tyan Soon waved for the second taxi, to their surprise, it really stop. There might be two reasons why it stopped. One is that there was someone who needed to alight there; two, it was because of Tyan Soon. Then, Tyan Soon panicked. His expression was so funny. He had no choice but to board it. His friends wanted to go plaza, so Tyan Soon gave them a ride there. When all of them board the taxi, he waved at my direction. I thought he was waving at me so I waved back. He knew me so it is not weird. But his friend gave a ‘fly-kiss’, so I figured it wasn’t for me. I turned back and saw the tall guy that I thought went a long time ago. So, I figured that Tyan Soon should be waving at him too!! It will so weird for me to waved at him. I only know him like so recently, and had not talk to him much, even though I am a social butterfly. I'm bad at starting conversations with guys, especially with older guys. Ok… Only some, not all. Sometimes it came out all wrong, and it made me seem desperate or that I like him or something, but I actually don’t. Ok… Back to I getting embarrassing… It was so dumb of me. I could just act cool and not waved back, at least I will not gat embarrassed. AH!!!
20th March 2006
