looking back at my FOND MEMORIES. :)
This suck lahz.. I dunno why ppl I love most are avoiding me.. first was victor daddy, now..? bryan didi!! Victor avoid me still ok coz he got gf le.. but I really cannot accept the fucking fact that bryan is avoiding me.. FOR NO REASON!! This is so damn fucking man.. I seldom say the “f” word but I really can’t control now!!! If they are avoiding me for a galfren thing, juz tell me lahz.. as if I will ask them to break lyk that..!! sighz.. WADEVA!!! AGHZ!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS SUCK LYK SHIT!!! Now victor finally talk to me but bryan is not.. WAD IS THIS…????!!!!! God playing with me…???!!! Aghz.. even if wanna play oso play after my birthday party rite..??!!! wah lao.. bryan ignore me by not coming to my party.. FINE!!! I try to accept the stupid fact but NOW WAD!!!!!!????? He making a fucking fuss about Jason gor gor coming to my party..!!! is this fucking or wad!!! AGHZ!!! And now Jason gor gor is not coming too..!!! WAD THE LAHZ!!!!! Aghz..!!! I think I canceling my birthday party le…!!! If I want a party I want it to be a happy one with all the ppl I luv.. not with jus any ordinary frens.. it wont be memorable lyk that…!!!! Wad for waste the fucking money…???!!! For a non-memorable, not happy, damn fucking party…????!!!! Aghz…!!!! I DUNNO WAD TO SAY LE LAHZ!!! I’M SPEEHLESS NOW…!!!! THE ONLY WORD IN MY HEAD IS THE WORD.. “FUCK!!!!”
1 APR 2006
these are all in the past. ; meant to be forgetten