looking back at my FOND MEMORIES. :)
Oh no… It is going to be Monday already! The day I am going to have my secondary 1 camp. I am scared but excited too. I had a briefing a few days ago, it sounds fun but it has a lot of games that involve heights. As you know, I'm really scared of heights. I can feel the height, but I cannot see. If I see how high I was, I will get all wobbly and cannot continue. I will too scared to even scream. But since now, I am having a sore throat. I can't scream!!!! Once I scream, I will not be able to talk after that.
Oh man!!! I'm really scared!!! One thing that made me real scared is that Mr. Soh said that if you have height phobia, you would overcome at the camp. Oh no no no… haha.. I am going to die in the camp man!!! OH!!!!! Cannot!!! I cannot die there! I promise my lao gong that I will survive for him… heex… so I just gotta survive… hmm… I really hope my group will not have crazy people like Zhen Yu. If there is, I will so dead. 3 days with a crazy person in my group!!!! No way!!!! haha.. I hope my group will also have no “ah lian” or “ah beng”… I really don’t want them to ruin my camp by bullying me man… Oh ya… Still got my roomies… I am going to stay with another 29 girls. But it’ll be fun… What I'm hope is that my group will have at least one of my buddies or friends. Like… Jolynn, Charmaine, Cai Yun, Yan Ting, Crystal and dot dot dot… heex…
hmm… Wonder how is this camp going to be like? Like my pri 5 one? Or like my tss and bpps combined student councilor camp..? I can't wait to find out man!!! But I will sure miss my lao gong and my other school friends… We are not allowed to bring our handphones, mp3, and other electronic devices… But do you think we, students will care??? haha… Yupz…!!!! We will not care… At most, we just take extra extra good care of them… To me, I cannot possibly live without my handphone loh… I will miss my lao gong and friends until I die loh… haha… I mean imagine… You neither can call nor sms your baobeii… How will you feel..? Can't wait to reach home to see your phone right..? That’s why… I wanna have a lot of pleasant memories at the camp… haha… It’s not that… the camp is more important than my baobeii but… I really want to have a good time at the camp while I can be in contact with my baobeii and my buds in other sch… heex…
Oh man… I say until like my camp is going to be a very long when its only 3 days and 2 nights… haha.. I packed my things le.. Most of them are in, except I need a school t-shirt and a long pants or track pants… We are supposed to bring 3 school t-shirts and 2 long pants or track pants… But I only have like 2 school t-shirts and 1 track pants… err… ok… I got 2 track pants but one that is black is really very uncomfortable. But my parents do not want to buy one for me. So I have to just cross my fingers that my aunt got a nice track pants or long pants. And she would lend it to me or give it to me. Sighz… I really hope that the camp will hurry come and maybe hurry end too… haha.. I cannot say I want it to end now as I may one it to be longer when I'm there… I dunno… I wish my group got some really hot or cute guys… haha… haha… oh man… my buds are gonna scold me when they see what I wrote man… heex… they are gonna say that I'm attached yet I am still hoping to hot or cute guys… then still got what… I betray Bryan and dot dot dot… haha.. heex… it is just cool to know some cute guys mahz.. heex… oh man.. I better not say anymore le… ltr… I kanna by my baobeii and my buds man… heex…
*Psst… gotta miss me when I go camp kies??? Don’t cry… I will survive for you… :) {this is my display mexx for like days… dunno you got see or not.. heex..}*
6th May 2006
these are all in the past. ; meant to be forgetten
