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11 September 2006


OH GOSH!!! i CAN'T believe what i saw today. a couple FIGHTING in PUBLIC. oh gosh! they were like shouting, screaming, i can even hear it across roads. i was so shocked!! i mean. first time here dude. forst time i see and it's so..... i dunno how to describe it. like in TV shows. when the guy had an affair with another girl and the guy has already a girlfriend. then the girlfriend know then blah blah blah..... fill in the blanks. you sure you know what i mean. erm. ya! so scary! the girl was like knocking off the guy's hand off her arm. or whatever, then they were like screaming/shouting at each other. then the girl ran off, but the guy caught up.. blsh blah. something i dun get it is hoh.. when the guy walk off, the girl ran after him. then when the girl walk off, the guy ran after him. is that a "HUH?!" or what? the girl very chio loh. the guy also not bad loh. i wonder why they quarrel. not just a small quarrel but its quite a big thing i guess. i think it meant bigger to the girl than the guy. or not she would not have reacted until so big. haha. i really wonder if i will ever be like her.i hope not. firstly, i dont want my guy to do something that will make me feel the way as the girl did. she was really angry with a hint of sadness and frustration. i dont think it will be a nice sight. and when i go home, i can gurantee plus chop that i sure cry my heart out in bed for days and days man. if i like him or even worse love him and he did something like having a girlfriend from another place or something. oh gosh. i wonder how will i be like. not eating, crying, swelling eyes, moody all day long, feeling the urge to cry every minute, keeping quiet for practically the whole day, going home straight after school. crying in toilets, not smiling, not laughing, no feeling, all numb, all.. sad.... erm.,..... i prefer to be single like that loh. its tooooooo depressing to feel this way. and i dont think i want to have such feeling. it will not affect my studies. it will affect my everyday, my mood. oh gosh!!! no way i want that to happen to me.


psst... some guys that may be my future boyfriend
please dont hurt me like that, if you wanna break than just say "i wanna break. let just be friends." this will not hurt me as much as it will if you had an girlfriend outside. oh gosh. that will practically tear my heart and throw it to the dump. unable to pick it back. no no no. haha. dun wanna think bout it. cos it totally suck man.

these are all in the past. ; meant to be forgetten