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looking back at my FOND MEMORIES. :)

10th November 2006 - 11.36pm

SIGHS! today was.... ok.. not really very fun but fun. does that make any sense? hahas. :) we went to lot 1 today. actually we wanted to go to the interchange to make cai yun's ez-link. she lost hers. hahas. but then since we already paid the lrt price by coming out of the station. why not just drop by at lot 1? hahas. just for a while. when lot 1 is mention, it always remind me of yu hang and his click. so i just called him and asked him where was he. i got a feeling that he would be in lot 1. i dunno why but ya, HE WAS AT LOT 1! hahas. coincidence? i dunno, i dun really care too. hees. :) when i called him, he said he was at lot 1's archade. COOL! lets go, babes! hahas. im more relaxed to bee with him them his other click friends, maybe except for wen xue? cos we plus maine went to church of singapore ( bukit timah ) before. hahas. anws, i just use an excuse that wai ying wants to find him, which was i think could be possible cos got rumours that wai ying wanna jio yu hang. hees. :) tsk tsk tsk. hees. :) anws. then its like we go find him loh. then somethings happened and someone's secret was exposed! hahas. to me, more like it. and maybe jolynn. but its me that told her. i got cai yun's permission de alright. hahas. :) then.. we went to sheng siong.

thats where something happened, that made me kinda... confused again. SIGHS!

calvin smsed me. you must be imagining me jumping for joy, blabbling crap, in great mood and stuffs like that. but nopes! THATS NOT HOW I FEEL. i feel awful, very awful. i was in a not bad mood actually. but his sms made me confused, back to my last few days' feeling. not sure should i be happy or sad? he smsed me saying sorry for not smsing me for very long. and he was hoping i dont mind. HE IS CRAZY! HOPE i dun mind?! he should PRAY that God would grant him this miracle alright. i dun mind?! who are you kidding, dude?! even babies know that its crazy NOT minding. he made me have the feeling of agony, for goodness sake! NOT MIND?! agh..... *pissed! calm baby calm....... *meditating. anws. i was at loss of words then. i even felt tears pricking at the back of my eyes. but i controlled it. why should i waste my tears because of him? right?! you bet im right! there was cai yun, jolynn, wai ying there too. even if i would wanna cry, i would go to the toilet. sighs. i was thinking of what to reply him. i kept on asking cai yun. then in the end, i just replied back. something along the lines of "err.. ok.. but why so long?" and he gave an shocking answer after a patient wait. he replied "cos im busy." BUSY?! i was shocked. loss of words all of a sudden. then i again asked cai yun. she just said, "i now busy, dun sms me." then she laughed. and since i was in loss of words. i just wrote that and sent it to him. i wanted to add an 'hahas. :)', but i figured out that i wanted to show i was angry. so i deleted it away. and how i know, that he was that dumb. he actually thought i was really busy. heys! no matter how busy am i, if i really love that person, i will pull out sometime just for him. its worth it. to an idiot like me, probably. anws. after that, i let my handphone to cai yun. i wanted her to tell him things that i would not tell, or would be wierd if i tell him myself. i told her to explain what i meant for the im busy thing. she said to him that it was her who wrote that. and also tell him that i just fall. hahas. AND I REALLY DID FALL, thats why i told her to tell him that. he was like "why fall?". hahas. just fall loh. hahas. then she told him this and that. then he never reply. so i just 'hey heys. what did yun say? got say my bad words or not?" hahas. you know... act blur.. hahas. then he just replied "nothing. got hurt?". then again i acted blur and said, "hurt?! oh no! she told you i fall down. ah..! hahas. anws, not really. a few scratches only." blah blah... the rest i dun have the mood to write. if you wanna know then asked me loh. i'll tell you if you are people that i can trust. :) im going to sleep lo. its like 12.23am already! nite te nites! eh?! no no no... morning! hees. :)

these are all in the past. ; meant to be forgetten