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looking back at my FOND MEMORIES. :)

28th October 2006 - 12.13am

sighs. i dunno should i be happy or sad. hahas. happy that he loves me. sad that he might just leave and that im not his perfect girl. sighs.
here is the conversation i had with him just now, bout 11 plus.

calvin : do you think you are too young to say love and stuffs?
me : erm. you so late haven sleep ah? i thought you always sleep very early de. hahas. anws, not really. hahas. :)
calvin : i nt sleeping...u tink should we stead at dis point of time?
me : not sleeping? later got panda eyes ah. hahas. erm. we? err. u are getting weird. hahas. :)
calvin : yes...we...should we stead?
me : erm. i dunno. you like 3 girls.fine.discount. 2 girls at one time. this is not TRUE LOVE. and what im finding in ALL my relationships is TRUE LOVE. :)
calvin : ok... enough crap... straight 2 point... will u still lyke me even i left?
* GOSH!!! BAD feeling BAD feeling!!! NO..... *
me : oh man. dun spoil my mood. erm. anws. what even u left? what is that supposed to mean?
calvin : other class or overseas 4 long period...
* UH OH.......... *
me : other class. still can. but overseas? oh no! dun tell me you gonna leave! GOSH!
calvin : mayb...my dad jus had a discussion with me... he sae wan 2 continue my studies in china in an international sch, i sae i wan stay here... cause my frend all here.
* fainting *
me : Gosh! you want me to faint like the princess in ytd show isit?
calvin : faint?y?
me : u are going to somewhere i will never ever see u again. DURR! my 'rents say want me go china study for the holis but i cant bear to leave le. oh my gosh!
calvin : ok darling, i stay n accompany u...k?anyway, i told my dad dat i nt goin
* PHEW!!! *
me : hahas. good good good. Phew! u sure u wont go there?
calvin : no lah...if nt i will miss u...
* HOW AM I GONNA SLEEP??!! :) *
me : hahas. ok... :) my 'rents say they wanna put me there for one mth. cos my aunt there. but lucky i went somewhere else so cannot. hahas. :) PHEW! hahas. :)
calvin : gd... i will try 2 accompany u anytime, but b prepared i will leaving anytime...so,b mentally prepared.
me : huh... why sia?
calvin : miss me arh?
me : i got say i miss u ah? hahas. ya lah ya lah. hees. :)
calvin : ok... u miss me, same as me... but i guess wat my dad sae is juz bout my future, i mught juz sae no... den is the end...i love u... so i will do wat u wan me to do
me : er. when we lost contact le then u go. hahas. :) doubt will ever. hahas. :)
calvin : ok... gd nite darling, tired
me : okies. nite te nites. sweet dreams. :)

hahas. so do u think i should be happy? or sad? i dunno! hahas. im going to bed now! hahas. muacks. nites! :x

these are all in the past. ; meant to be forgetten