looking back at my FOND MEMORIES. :)
26th November 2006 - 3rd December 2006 * went to TAIWAN! *
** written on 3rd December 2006 - 9.04pm **
hallos. hees. erm. im not really gonna say every single detail of the whole trip cos, erm. hehheh. i kinda forget. hees. i have stm de. bleahs. but i will try to remember for your sake. hehhehs. but it is going to take maybe days to write everything down. hahas. but if you want details, you can asked me out, smsed me, call me, msn me if im online that is. hahas. its kinda too much to actually to put down in words. but i think a lot of my friends will be wondering what i bought. hahas. i mean ITS TAIWAN, the shopping fantasy for teenagers like me. hees. to say the truth, not much, not much at all. just a few things that i think might shocked you out. hees. :) hahas. curious what are the things? read on then. hahas. and also TAG your SHOCKNESS too. hehheh! X) erm. let me give you guys some details of the trip lah hoh.. hahas. :) i so good right? ** PUKE!!!! ** :)
erm, lets start from the first day hao le. im gonna start lo! shh.. hehheh.
26th November 2006 - first day!
actually today also doest count a day cos by the time we reached taipei its already 6 plus coming to 7pm le. but before that, we of cos have to check in. my mum went to buy her cosmetic while i was drinking my "coffee bean" pure vanilla ( one of my FAV drink. ) with my aunt, uncle and grandparents. erm. in case you wonder why is my grand'rents with me. cos, they are all going! hahas. :) anws, my dad followed my mum. after i drank my pure vanilla, i went to walk around. i saw sOOO many cosmetics. from compact powder to blusher to mascara to eye shadow to eye liner to gloss and glitter. GOSH! i immediately tried on the blusher, gloss, glitter. WOW! i gotta say i was a total glamour! hees. i wanted to take a close up photo. but nah.... scared people say. hees. but i still took some photos in the airport. it was christmas season then so, there was tons of christmas deco everywhere. i saw this swinging chair. i saw a perfect picture. hahas. i mean, cos i is a 'photographer' so i can see if this is going to be a nice spot to take a photo. and i saw it there. so i called my 'rents to stop and i said i wanted to take photos here! hahas. they were 'fine...' it was a not bad scene, so DURR! we took photos. then after that we rushed to board the plane. then i changed seat with my granny and took the window seat. hehheh. i took many beautiful photos. not me but the sceanary. cos my time in the plane is from 2pm to 6plus. then i took the blue sky when i first sat in the plane. but after the movie, 'my super ex-girlfriend'. i looked out the window and i was like "WOW!' PRETTY!" that was the first time i saw a sun set in a plane. hees. i took photos of it and i uploading it in this post. its very pretty. satisfactory guranteed. heees. and whatsmore its my photography skills. dun play play. hehheh. erm. but then, i was really very sad. i mean, i will be leaving singapore for like 8 days. sighs. even if calvin top up his card. i also will not be able to smsed him or call him. sighs. i was real devastating. i wanted to cry but i cant. my 'rents are with me. sighs. then in the plane, when i listening a song by 'The Wreckers'. i looked out of the window and tears just started to flow...i know the reason of cos. i missed HIM too much. i didnt want to be like this. i wanted to leave all this behind in singapore and bring a free and open heart to taiwan. but it seems it wasnt left behind. i kept wondering if calvin was next to me now, how will it be like? awkward? or will it be a very nice loving scene. i dun know, and i will never find out. then its like. i was in a total blurness of feelings. oh ya! and..
i had my mens today, which is on the FIRST DAY!!!
FIRST DAY OF MENS = FIRST DAY OF TAIWAN TRIP! pathetic or what?!
so i was like in total bad mood. feeling sad, having to leave HIM. boo hoo hoo. then after that, i had an arguement with my aunt. we alighted the plane so obviously have to collect our luggage. my aunt called me to take THREE trolleys at once. i was like 'right....' and so i went and take. i tried to take THREE trolleys at once. but i cant control it. so i just took 1 and went back. then my aunt was like babbling. i was in total bad mood. so i yelled back. i didnt care bout the others. it was her fault not mine. i have this wierd thing in me. whenever im very angry, especially when im misjudged or misunderstood. i will get very angry and i will cry. and that was what happened. i actually wanted to cry. but i controlled. i dun want people to judge me as a crybaby on the first day. i controlled very hard. my eyes were already wet. but i controlled. i controlled and controlled. i was thinking of how good will it be if calvin was here. at least i will have a shoulder to cry on, or at least, he might be able to help me with the trolleys. but he obviously wasnt there. he is in another country called singapore while im in a country called taiwan. we went to eat our dinner or so called supper. i didnt ate much. ONE was cos i didnt really have the appetiete, i was tOO sad to eat. and TWO was cos i wanted to slim down. i didnt want to eat much. then after that,, we went back to our hotel room. i was in bed after i bathe, ready for sleep. kinda. i and charmaine were like discussing how good will it be if both our princes are here with us. sighs. we both missed our darling. hers is PIG PIG, mine is MEH MEH ( sheep ). sighs. half way hearing a F.I.R song, i kinda cried silently. maine already slept. sighs. i dried my tears and went back to sleep. sighs. bad day i got huh. :(
27th November 2006 - second day!
today was quite fun. i had to wake up at bout 6am, which was totally crazy to me. but i had a wonderful breakfast. i drank this strawberry yakult. and I LOVED IT! i HATE strawberries. but, i like the strawberry yakult. hahas. what a weird girl i am. then we went to the bus. it was ok. was comfortable enough. then since we were so sleepy, we slept t in the bus. but i couldnt sleep. there was this two little boys making a lot of noise. like 'chi ki chi ki chi ki BOOM!!!! chi ki chi ki chi ki BOOM BOOM BOOM!!!' i was like agh... i stared at them. but they still continued. agh.... i on my mp3 loud, but i STILL can hear their voices. grrr...... i get very grumpy when i dun have enough sleep. then after that, maine's granny asked me if i had a good sleep. i was like 'no... the two boys were like so noisy." i said it quite loudly. loud enough for them, who are sitting next to me to hear. their 'rents heard. DURR! i said it very loudly you know. hahas. erm then ya loh. then we went to a bridge and a place i also dunno call what. hahas. but i took a number of pictures there, over there i bought.. errr.. ONE very cute PENCIL and TWO MAI YA TANG. i cannot buy one only cos its not worth it. so i bought two, i was thinking to maybe give one to maine but nah... she wont wanna eat. she on diet. so im bringing it back to singapore and give HIM, since he likes jay chou so much. then we also went to taipei 101 building. it was terribly expensive. hahas. then at night, we went to this leisure farm. it was farm-like. we played many things. we even made our own 'tang yuan' hahas. i got a few photos of that. hahas. then its like we wrote our wishes on this lantern, which is going to fly up to the sky. it has a legend that whatever ou write on it will be read by God and he will grant them. i know its not true. but just for the fun of it. but i really hope it will come true. hahas. i think i wrote bout 6 wishes on it. hahas. if im not wrong i wrote "Lord's word will be spread to the whole world.", "More people believed in God.", "HIM to like me ONLY.", "HIM to treat me better.", "HIM not to treat me hot and cold" and "HIM to kissed me." hahas. i cant think of anything anymore, so i just wrote that, the last one i mean. hahas. then i played BIG bubbles. hahas. :) then after that i slept lo. hees. the bed was so big! i and charmaine each had one. then when it was time for lights off. i imagined if calvin was beside me. how fortunatate and happy will i be. hahas. :)
hehs! i spent bout 2 hours writing all these down. hahas. its already 10.42pm already. i had a very long day today. and so, i think im going to sleep. hahas. nites. :) i dun wanna have BIG eye bags or not i'll get ugly. hees. nites. :x i'll continue the rest in my next post alright? pai seh wor. ( see below. calvin.)
PSST! CALVIN!
actually there are a few reasons why i dun wan to stead with you. some of them i already told you, bout the other girls and the way you treat me and stuffs. but thats not all. it is because that i will overseas for bout like 2 weeks. and i have many activities too. im scared i dun have the time. i cant cope. i do have time but, i cant always go out. im not allowed too. then i actually wanted to leave everything here. but it seems that you are tOO strong. you kept following me wherever i go. that was if im still single but if im attached, i'll be like i dun wanna leave singapore and i will be very sad. and maybe you so too. i dunno. i will tOO desperate to come back than enjoy my holiday there. and i will be leaving singapore on 11 Dec again. and only will be back on 18 Dec. i will be there spreading God's word. and i dun want my desperateness to be with you affect my appearence in spreading the Lord's word. hope you'll see this and understand. even though, i still like you. :)
these are all in the past. ; meant to be forgetten
