looking back at my FOND MEMORIES. :)
4th December 2006 - 11.23pm
sighs. hahas. today i got this very big girl kuma kuma. its the mini toons tortoise. i like this say, you should know how it looked like already right. hahas. i actually wanted a meh meh ( sheep ) , so it can remind me of HIM. but even though, the giver its not HIM. so the meaning its different. if HE gives me a meh meh ( sheep ), and tell me to remember HIM every moment in time. i will be OMG! hahas. i think i will treat the toy like a precious jewel, not letting anyone touched it. hahas. anws, i wasthinking of a name for my kuma kuma. i wanted to smsed HIM and asked for his opinion in the name. but the problem here is that he hasnt top up his phone yet. agh.. so i just named it "Mi Mi"b. im going to think of a better name then i change. but anws, my shu shu gave me the toy today. he actually showed me one ernie and one pooh on the first day of the taiwan trip. he said that these were for them. i was like so pissed! THEN WHERE'S MINE?! i was so pissed that i kinda scolded him. i said "eee... YOU PIAN XING!!!!!" HMPH! then i walk back inside. i was in a terrible mood that day. i missed HIM sOO much, and whatsmore he haven smsed me for like 9 days. then i just said the phrase loudly in a cute cute way, not showing my anger and disappoinment. but in my heart, my heart was breaking into more and more pieces. my heart was already broken then, even before showing me the two gigantic toys. now with the toys, i began to grow a bigger wrath towards the two damn twins. hahas. im not in a very good mood myself today either. my com's internet doenst work. i just online for a while and found out that HE is NOT online. the main reason of onlining was actually to talk to HIM. and he is not online. whatever! i cant be borthered already. sighs. i think i now go do my exercise then i sleep le. nites.
these are all in the past. ; meant to be forgetten
