looking back at my FOND MEMORIES. :)
30th December 2006 - 12.24am
hahas. i just bathe ok. i went to prisy's house, just for info. i know i should be sleeping and stuffs. but i think i really should share what happened today here. :) heys, this means i trust you guys kies. :) ok... today, err... i mean ytd. whatever. :D ytd, i had bible study. i was quite tired. i dunno why. i think it was cos of the boredom. then bout 3.25pm, prisy came. she looked very tired too. she went for band chalet. and she only slept for.. 1 hour there. and when she got back, she slept for another 1 hour. wOaHhh.. she only slept for TWO hours. hahas. right... no wonder she looks so tired. anws, hui ming came soon after, bout 4. i open prayer. and we start. kinda. we shared our homework first. which is actually, book reflection. hui ming gave us a book and we are supposed to read it and then write 8 things that we've learned, 5 verses that we like, 3 things i want to apply and 1 thing i've already applied. hahas. :) i seperated the bookk into half and read it in two days, starting from wed. i did finished my homework by thurs, in time for fri. then we are supposed to share one thing from all those things we've wrote. and so, i shared one that really striked me wen i read it. it goes like this, "sometimes God's greatest refusal is the truest answers to our prayers." its not really a passage from the bible but it was written in the book. it really striked me. ok, some people might not really get it. i shall explain. it means that sometimes when God say 'no' to what we ask in our prayer, 'no' is the real answer for what we actually want. i hope you know what i meant. hahas. God wants the best for us, so He wont make unjust or bad judgements. AMEN?! hahas. :D actually, there is a story behind why i was so striked at this sentence. its me and calvin. i used to like him, as you can see from my quite previous posts. i used to like him a lot a lot. too much until i cant see God. almost whatever i prayed was for me and calvin to be together. or sometimes when it gets to hurting, i would pray to give up. im actually contradicting myself. before i saw the 'give up' path, i always prayed that we will be together. every night, every time, every single prayer will%2
these are all in the past. ; meant to be forgetten